I sit here alone. I have not a single friend. I could die tomorrow and no one would notice. She is there in the other place. It's as if I never really existed. My insides are churning. I feel sick. I cared about her so much. I loved her. I can't stop thinking about her. About how good it was when we were together. I feel sick.
Why does no one like me? Why does no one even talk to me?
What is it about me that repels people? What is it that makes people avoid me?
There is no place for me in this world. I am not welcome in it. No one wants me here.
