Stuck in a world where I don't belong

In response to:Foolish?

2009-11-11T01:52:15+01:00

I'm planning on selling computer components and possibly sports equipment as well.

In response to:Foolish?

2009-11-06T08:35:26+01:00

It seems like you're doing an excellent job in the self esteem course.
What is your business about? There are always a few hiccups at the beginning.
Wales will be amazing.
As for Maria, well you know the old adage, 'Treat 'em mean,keep 'em keen'?
Have a great holiday.x

In response to:No place here

2009-10-21T23:16:15+02:00

To make friends I went to school, have had various jobs. I don't like the word Shy. I just don't know how to talk to people. I don't have a clue why she dumped me. She won't tell me. If we had been arguing and fighting, I would have understood it. I have a pet cat. I find it hard to hold a conversation with anyone. I'm undemplyed at the moment.

In response to:No place here

2009-10-18T16:11:44+02:00

What have you done to make friends? Are you a quiet or shy person? Why do you think she left you.I think you have taken her dumping you far to personal than you should have. Every person has a palce here and shouldn't feel alone. Have you thought of getting a pet. I moved to England 10yrs ago and like you felt very lonely,fine I have a wonderful husband and 2 lovely kids but still felt lonely because I had no friends and my family and friends are millions of miles away.I got a dog Harry and he is there always there.

Do you find it hard to communicate with strangers? What work do you do?

In response to:No place here

2009-10-18T15:03:24+02:00

I don't have a single friend. My girlfriend dumped me and I don't know why. It took 27 years to get my first girlfriend. Where ever I go no one talks to me. No one wants to be with me. No one wants to go out with me.

In response to:No place here

2009-10-18T12:35:44+02:00

Sorry,I left a word out in that question. it should of been...
How do you know that everyone does not want you here?

In response to:No place here

2009-10-18T09:44:50+02:00

I feel really bad for you situation. But there is hope for you.
How do you know that one else wants you here?

In response to:No place here

2009-10-17T15:54:37+02:00

...someone alone, especially a man are often looked upon with suspiscion. They are also avoided. Someone alone can also be seen as an easy target, just like I was at school.

In response to:No place here

2009-10-17T15:53:19+02:00

Being alone, every single day of my life is shit. There are things I would like to do that I can't do alone. I don't need someone to make me happy. I can do things alone and be content but what is the point when no one else wants me here? Try it. Try being alone. A few days, a few weeks, a few months, a few years. Fine. Try it for 16 years though. Then you'll know the answer to your question.

In response to:No place here

2009-10-17T14:50:43+02:00

Why is it that you need somone to make you happy?

In response to:No place here

2009-10-16T13:27:29+02:00

Not much anymore, apart for on the internet.

In response to:No place here

2009-10-16T09:47:42+02:00

Yes, I think so. It's all about how particular circumstances make some of us feel 'outsiders'. It's a very common feeling. I get the sense that you are very intelligent -do you read a lot?

In response to:No place here

2009-10-15T23:47:32+02:00

No. Is it any good?

In response to:Seek & Destroy

2009-10-15T19:30:59+02:00

as i said before, no problem i'm always here, i want you as a friend ;)

In response to:No place here

2009-10-15T18:09:55+02:00

Have you read The Outsider by Colin Wilson?

In response to:9 Grand

2009-10-15T17:20:08+02:00

and again ;D X

In response to:Blowing up the fat fryer

2009-10-15T17:19:37+02:00

here i am :>> :yes: ;)X

In response to:Strength

2009-10-15T17:17:51+02:00

oh i love tarot my sister does it :D i use meditation and crystals ;)x

In response to:Let the games begin

2009-10-15T17:16:44+02:00

this one is a friend of mine :yes: so i know this lady!

In response to:Seek & Destroy

2009-10-15T17:15:47+02:00

Thank you for the hugs

In response to:Definition

2009-10-15T17:15:47+02:00

;) x

In response to:Trying not to drown

2009-10-15T17:14:28+02:00

oooh i'm going swimming this evening actually :yes: ;)x

In response to:Shame & Betrayal

2009-10-15T17:12:16+02:00

i think the above is me actually :yes: ;)

In response to:Cat & a clear out

2009-10-15T17:11:07+02:00

ooh my cat is terrible his name is Ambrose ;) doing a clear out myself (reading every single one of your blogs hun :yes: i didn't want to before, you'd said they were your diary and i respected that ;) ) x

In response to:Two Weeks

2009-10-15T17:06:14+02:00

ah explains the lies...

In response to:Seek & Destroy

2009-10-15T17:00:48+02:00

hun, i will read the rest of your posts, people lie for all types of reasons, with the thing i told you about, he actually wanted space from me, instead of saying that he lied, or maybe he felt i was being too pushy i don't know about your lady, it's really not nice what she's doing turning friends against you tho. I am intense i understand that in a person completely, there is nothing wrong with that AT all. When we care for someone we give 100% this is what you were doing. The fault lands in her court, so please do not be down about this. OK? easier said than done i know. hold your head up, you know the facts more than me, with me, with mine, yeah i did check up on him, yeah i rung his mum and told her how he was behaving, it was only because i was feeling insecure, he made me feel like that. his fault, not mine. So don't allow her (even tho you do still love her) to drag you down. Your so much more than that. I'm sending one of my virtual hugs ;) they are fab even if i do say so myself... ehem..... {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} (ops almost typed HGUS too much caffine LOL) ;) x

In response to:Not a good day

2009-10-15T16:43:42+02:00

thank you x

In response to:Not a good day

2009-10-15T16:35:36+02:00

Request accepted

In response to:No place here

2009-10-15T16:25:27+02:00

thank you, believe me where you are, i've been in the past for quite some years, so i do understand how you feel x

In response to:No place here

2009-10-15T16:02:57+02:00

have a look at my blog, must warn you i'm a bit cheeky around the edges ;) especially the marge simpson on the front cover of playboy!! i'm serious with my request x