no post. I've been hanging round the other place a bit.

Been calorie counting and now realise why I am so fat! Still miss Maria so, so much. I can only ever remember good bits when I was with her. The only bad bit was the day she dumped me.

I'm feeling pretty hopeless. I can't see anyone else ever wanting me. They never have before. It's all pretty shit really. All pretty pointless. What is the point of me being here if no one else wants me?