Things are a bit unsettled for me. I still miss Maria even though I know that I don't really trust her. My sleep is very unsettled again. I have been getting up in the morning well. Yesterday I woke at 5:45, got up, read the newspaper then went to bed again, getting up at 10:30, today I got up at 8am, took my dad to the supermarket, ate, went on the internet for a bit, played about with my website www.sharemydesires.co.uk (I'm still not happy with it at all!) It's an afillite website so I don't have much control over it's apperance. I then felt really tired so lead on my bed and zonked out for at least two hours so I'm really not happy about that.
I've been back at the other place. Blogging. Not too sure about that. I don't want to get addicted like I did before. I won't be contributing on the forum that's for sure. One of my blogs was hidden by the site owner, it was about the last days I spent with Maria. I have nine comments on my latest blog. I haven't read them, I dread to think what they say. I'm not in a place where I can take bad comments at the moment. I've also been sent a message from the site owner again. I'm scared to read it in case it's another telling off, so staying away for now!
A few things to think about and write about when I get round to it. Just some random stuff swirling about! So will do when I get round to it.
A teaser: Angels & UFO's!!!
