Just sat here. Alone. As usual. I can't see any point anymore. Trying not to cry. There isn't a single person who understands how bad it is not to have a single friend. To never have been in a relationship. Ther's those that say they are. Those that say they too are alone but often they are not. They have, or have had boyfriends or girlfriends. They have or have had at least one person they associate with. Someone they see,someone they spend time with, someone they talk to, someone they go out with. They are not alone. They just think they are.

I really am. I can't stand it anymore. I want to leave.