The second meaning
To go back
Make it stop before it started
to stop the pain
I should have never been brought here. I should never have been made. All I do is create misery and anguish for others. It would be better for all concerned if I was dead.
Another nothing day. No work again. I haven't even ran. I haven't got dressed. I haven't washed.
There is one upside. I've hardly ate anything today. Maybe i'm loosing my appetite again. I don't know. It's too early to tell.
